Come Home to Me (Soon)
Home had always been just a place for meโโโa four cornered territory, a shelter to seek refuge in. It was when I met you that I realized it wasnโt exactly true, home is a person that I can seek solace to, a presence that brings color to my dull world, home is you. With that, being so far from you, makes me homesick every single day.
I have never been the type that enjoys distance, especially for those that I actually care about. You, being the very subject to my undying care and affection, well, can you imagine the anguish that I face to be away from you with each passing day?
It is no exaggeration when I say my heart longs for you in every moment of my day. In the mornings I wake up to and in the nights that I sleep to, my very being craves the warmth of your presence.
It is rather ridiculous, how all of my very existence yearns for you and the effect you have on me. If this is utter madness then I may be a mad woman, for my soul is attached incredibly to yours.
They say home is the one place you would want to be at after an exhausting day, must be why I find myself searching for your arms in every endings of my day.
Youโre my dearest person, my most prized possession, my homeโโโthe shelter I want to be with, the warmth that I want to surround me, the pair of arms that I want to embrace me. And oh how I miss you, so very much it pains me.
You are my home after all and yet I cannot go home to you, the distance and the time is rather cruel, and the reality of our lives seem to bring me so much injustice. When all I want is the comfort and solitude you bring to my aching soul.
I wonder, how much longer will I have to wait? How many nights do I have to stay awake? In order for me to see you, to be with you, and to sleep peacefully hearing your heartbeat closely.
Perhaps for now, this is our fate. For now, I will have to wait, yearn, and pine for you like this. For now, I will make do with what we have, but I sure cannot wait for the day that youโll come home to me.
I promise to cook you the best meals and be on the doorstep to engulf your exhaustion in my warm embrace. I will put my best foot forward and I will let you take whichever side of the bed you prefer, I will be your home as you are to mine.
I will promise to be your home for all eternity and I will care for you and cherish you, just as you deserve to be. I will make up for all the time that Iโve spent yearning for you.
So come home to me. (soonest)
